"Today, I realized how much I need him in my life, how much I miss him everyday, how strong the fear of losing him is... I could literaly jump of a cliff and not thinking about it twice if it was for him... I just think, sometimes, he doesn't know how important he is for me. He rules my life, he makes me feel like I'm in heaven and hell at the same time, I can't help it, it's just too strong to be true..."
My hands were shaking while I was writing this in my blog. My body could barely respond to myself anymore, this was love, this was true love, I found him and I knew it... After all this years of loneliness, feeling nothing, kissing nobodies, now I'm finally with him again. Even if he doesn't remember me, even if he thinks this is just another game he has to win, I know this is pure, this is much more than any of us will be able to explain when we come back to our real lifes... I'm in love. Madly and completely in love with him. He owns me, and I'm ready to anything life has prepared for me, because I know I can fight every storm that comes if he's by my side.
My hands were shaking while I was writing this in my blog. My body could barely respond to myself anymore, this was love, this was true love, I found him and I knew it... After all this years of loneliness, feeling nothing, kissing nobodies, now I'm finally with him again. Even if he doesn't remember me, even if he thinks this is just another game he has to win, I know this is pure, this is much more than any of us will be able to explain when we come back to our real lifes... I'm in love. Madly and completely in love with him. He owns me, and I'm ready to anything life has prepared for me, because I know I can fight every storm that comes if he's by my side.
