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I'm honestly afraid. I don't know what the future holds for us, or how we may live. I don't even know if we're going to choose different paths someday.
I came to find myself wondering if all of this was true or something was hidden, and I got no answer to my prayers. I can't have this doubts for all my life, I can't wonder if someone is going to betray me again, if I'm able to trust. I truly think I'm blind sometimes, and I don't like being vulnerable. I won't let them see I'm close to fall again to the edge and never come back. I will rise, over and over again, and I don't care if that is none of their pleasure. It's also none of their bussiness.
Moon, I beg of you, protect those who I love and I care about, give me the answers I need, let me rest properly and not being haunted by this questions which won't like to dissapear from my mind, but, most important, protect me. Send help, I don't care how or who, but I got no time. I don't know if will be able of acting strong and confident this longer, and you are the only reason why I keep my head straight to the skies, because I want you to be proud of your girl.